i'm the guy
poem
Playing professional. Sitting and working turns into inspiration. Love the game. Doesn’t care about rewards or setbacks. Just wants to get better at the game. Keeps going. Sits down. “Inspiration comes to the one that starts working without it.” Creation is heaven. Waiting is hell. “Fuck being productive”. Focus
vipassana
Keep telling yourself your life has no inherent meaning, let me know where that leads you. I know where it led me. Nihilism killed me in adolescence, today I dealt with it by removing it as an acceptable thought “In billions of years the universe won’t care you existed”
I know plenty of people that don’t really like anime(japanese cartoons) but never really watched it apart from the early morning cartoons. For those people, and to those that already love anime and want to remember some awesome scenes from some anime I write this post and any
First of all: If you are Depressed, Bi-polar, or have any psychic illness, you should go see a doctor. Also, this blog post can contain suicide triggers for those who could be affected. If that’s you, go to a doctor and read no more. Still here? Cool. Yes that
poem
Your life will be hard. What do I do that is easy? Procrastination is easy. Questioning “should I do this?” all the time is easy. Not stopping to think where you want to be is easy. Saying “life is meaningless” and not setting any goals is easy.
rant
Surrender the Outcome. Maybe I can fix myself. Maybe I can’t. I need to believe in the option that makes life worth living. My life has always been something to endure. Family life doesn’t give me gratification, friends rarely give me something to feel good about. Dating feels
poem
Smoking is sexy To light fire so close to your mouth shows you like danger You are misterious sexy dangerous But apart from all that alure I still can’t cope seeing relatives losing teeth and having to go through several years of treatment to rebuild their gum It’s
philosophy
So… Whatever it is that you do today, will affect your future profoundly tomorrow. Maybe you didn’t study as much. Maybe you didn’t work hard enough to deliver whatever it is you have to deliver. If it sounds like you, procrastinate a little bit more and keep reading…
finance
So I always wondered “Why do some CEO’s get fired from their own companies?”, I mean if they own the company, how come they get thrown out like our friend Steve did? Well……I believe that humans are stupid, but also extremely cunning. When these two characteristics get combined,