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Sweat but no Pain

Sound is dulled You can’t feel your body’s weight Muscles on the arm exhausted and yet Still moving with explosive speed Moving with grace Trained 15 years for this moment. This. this matters and nothing else can ever compare

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Silvery Taste

Bubble Gas Hitting an empty stomach I like feeling bad Dirty Unworthy I don’t want to get better Let me be Let me be me For a moment at least Like sucks for everyone Some people let it get to them I’m one of those Weak And yet

SE Tales#2: That Can't be Good

How to code lying down? I hurt my back because I’m an asshole. It is very important to have both a nice chair if you are sitting for long periods of time. And also to have breaks where you do the right exercises to avoid any disk related issues.

Bill Gates Made Me Clean My Room

I didn’t even think about it. I just woke up from hearing he could be doing nothing and yet he is out there fighting COVID-19. Maybe that is how he uses his darkness. I just woke up and suddenly my reasons not no make my bed disappeared. And I’

SE Tales#1: I Don't Know How to Do It, But I'll Deliver by Friday

I hate over promising things. Why can’t I just keep my mouth shut? Just say “I don’t know when I’ll be able to deliver that”. Guess what? Now you have almost 2 million users in your hands. And even if you are the sole contributor to this

StartUp Tales#1 - Everything is Doomed and I Hate Everyone

The title really says it all. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I’m depression. You read that right. Just woke up. Cold shower for 5 min. It was damn cold. My girlfriend made me wake up early. Yesterday we were discussing how to think about Death and values to live by one’s life.

Humans Are Insane

by the Imperium of Man. “Humans are insane. You see, Humans have this concept called “Vengeance”. Once, a Vuux warship blew away one of their early colony ships. Fifty Terran geo-helio-cycles later, without a word, they glassed the entirety of the Vuux homeworld and called it even. Not one senator

5 Ways to Soothe Pounding and Blinding Migraines

Here’s my cheat sheet. It’s nice having a good plan for times when you know you won’t be able to think straight. Migraines proved again and again to be one of these times. I’m not a neuroscientist nor a researcher on migraines, I’m just listing

poem

I'm Kinda Crazy

And that’s just something I have to live with. You need conscientious people advancing things in a structured environment one tiny bit at a time. And you also need the creative nut heads that give ideas that just on the off-chance of success could change the whole game. These

Speak The Truth

It is hard. It costs a lot. You can start by simply saying what brings you distaste. “That is distasteful”. “That is uncalled for”. “That was unnecessary”. Anger exists. And just like anything else in human psychology, if you start negating it, it grows. How do you stop resentment and

openletter

Letter to an Old Friend

I wanted to enter MIT. Become IronMan. Just like Leonardo. I had this really arrogant asshole friend. He was smarter, he learned faster, and he made sure everyone around knew he was the best. I loved him, and hated him. He was my best friend for years. The thing is,

Lachecism

the desire to be struck by disaster Lachecism: the desire to be struck by disaster—to survive a plane crash, to lose everything in a fire, to plunge over a waterfall—which would put a kink in the smooth arc of your life, and forge it into something hardened and

You Wanna Feel Motivated?

Here’s what works for me. If you want to not feel depressed and miserable and a good for nothing. You are gonna have to put in work. If you want to be motivated, here’s what works for me. 100 push ups. No rest between, and no sets. This

Great Speakers

Unholy lives. It is very dangerous to let yourself be lured in by great speakers. It is wiser instead to look at their lives, and see it for yourself if their lives(not their words) is something you’d like for yourself. If you see a guy full of wisdom

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Pure Malt Lager

Slow everything is slow suddenly. There is no time there is no importance there is nothing just this moment dulled wasted. Wasted is a good word. to turn beer into poetry I sure hope I’m good at it. otherwise, how to justify it? getting drunk all the time? It’

Afraid of Hoping

Allowing yourself to think about what you want in clear terms. If you define a goal or an objective, then you define the environment and the conditions for failure. And that is scary. Specially if you don’t feel capable of achieving it. So it’s easier to not have