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Nothing. What is it that you need to get done? Why get out of bed? Why be healthy? Aren’t we all already dead? We are dead we’ve killed ourselves. School teaches us to hold on to not start living just yet. Most people are sane enough to disregard
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touch It smell It kiss It play with It stop wait and do it all over again get better at It wait continue. Strong now now go softly kissing it softly. The universe is here we are it is there anything better than playing with ourselves? Change it change yourself
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School Religion College teachers parents friends car crash trauma death heartbreak no one comes out of this unbroken there is no hope there is no despair to believe otherwise is to prove how deluded you really are do you want to be happy or right?
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Every honest intellectual must come to the question whether life can be a positive thing without it being a delusion. And however you answer this question might depend on particular life beliefs that we are not used to challenging. Challenging beliefs is how one arrives closer to an objective truth.
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Differences between right and wrong Light and Darkness Oppression and Control Good and Bad Red and Blue Blue and Turquoise Turquoise and Green. – It takes a purple stair to get to the top of the building the building is on fire firemen are here. But there’s no purple stairs
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being alone no connection no love no hope death is always fair life, not so much. Being without parents, friends, a job, a purpose, money, animals, nature. It is not fair.
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I’m drunk on life at this point While I depended on being actually drunk to write Now waves of spiritual drunkenness just wash me Wash me away And I take just another sip Just another drink into madness And I look at the shore People walk by to grab
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Spit it out No helping Just spitting it out Envy Jealousy Anger Self preservation I am afraid of the new age The new people The people that think differently than me. How could they? How could anyone doubt my thoughts? Don’t they know that my thoughts are me? And
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Wind makes circular noises Belli Olmaz Watering waves Electronic trumpets And the ventilator never falls. Night is tinted with orange street lights Nothing too profound Just this Post orgasmic neo psychedelic inspired poetry Belli Olmaz. I wonder what the plants are thinking If the ground knows I’m relaxed right
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“Lost father to death last year. Today mother passed from heart attack. Brother has special needs. I live at the church. Alone. I believe in God. He is my Lord and Savior. Never had much to live for, grew up poor. But I believe everything is for the best. God
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what we think, we become if it isn’t yours, let go.
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A person doesn’t mature with age a person matures with pain.