Uuuuuuuuuu Love hurrrrts.
The worst kind of pain, is the pain of realizing you never really loved yourself.
The pain of realizing you never really gave someone else a chance to really know you.
The pain of seeking to find yourself in other places and the pain of finding a way to love yourself by loving others.
I loved my friend that killed himself last year.
I loved my uncle that died in July.
I loved the girl that just broke up with me.
But when am I going to really love myself?
Everytime try, it just hurts so much. Because I feel how much I missed it.