Love Hurts

Love scars.

Uuuuuuuuuu Love hurrrrts.

The worst kind of pain, is the pain of realizing you never really loved yourself.

The pain of realizing you never really gave someone else a chance to really know you.

The pain of seeking to find yourself in other places and the pain of finding a way to love yourself by loving others.

I loved my friend that killed himself last year.

I loved my uncle that died in July.

I loved the girl that just broke up with me.

But when am I going to really love myself?

Everytime try, it just hurts so much. Because I feel how much I missed it.