So you’ve been feeling like you don’t matter and no one would miss you in case anything happened to you? Don’t beat yourself down, come, I’ll share some thoughts with you.
The first thing you should do is go to the internet. Just do that. Go to the internet and just browse for hours on end. And always do that when you have more important things in the back of your mind.
The key here is to feel like the internet is the only source of fun and enjoyment in your life, and as such you should never, NEVER, let any impulse go without action.
That means you should have plenty of videos in many tabs that you find kind of interesting, but not so much that you will watch them right now.
The key is to always have something to do, and not commit to going through anything.