Hold that Breath

Avoidance

Your faith was true

well, you’ll never know

I wanted to have a better posture

not just body posture

But I won’t change

I’ll never change

all that can happen is for my beliefs to change

If I can believe

deep down

that order does not require killing creativity

Then it won’t be me anymore

because I can’t change

I’ve waited for too long to change

I can’t keep hoping any longer

There is no hope

no despair

no I

just change