Please Let Me Focus

Enough distractions
Feelings
Opinions
emotionless and thoughtless choices
programmed
way before encountered.
I’m wasting my time here
writing
reading
consuming
watching
thinking
what is important?
I’m a slave
to my creative impulses
slave to what I deem a perfect work of art
and I will never accomplish it
and nothing really sparks my interest outside
continuously torturing myself
with less than perfect work.
Let me focus then.
Please.
I must.